Welcome to Final Fantasy Legend (FFL) (*^

This sem there's this module which requires 3 grp presentation. Each grp got 6 ppl, so each time only 2 ppl will present. I could only choose this particular tut timeslot cos' other timeslot clash with my other modules. So ended up grping with ppl whom I nv work with them before. I tot it would be ok. But...2 more days is my turn to present...Then....The so called grp leader didn't even bother abt the prj by contacting us abt the prj. No one wanted to make the 1st move. Ended up me emailing n smsing them few days ago to ask them find ANY info on our prj topic n get back to me by tonight(Sat). Turn out only 1 person contributed and it's really little contribution. WTH!!!I'm jus asking for ANY info leh..Pls la...Can't they at least put jus a little effort to google the topic n jus send me a few website links. Zzzz...Really HORRIBLE...Now I noe y some ppl say try not to grp with ppl whom u dunno...My grp members = 3 singaporeans including me + 2 China ppl + 1 Malaysian. 1 Singaporean contributed a little n replied me thru' sms, the other singaporean at least sms me to ask for meeting up n apologised for not making any contribution. The 3 foreigners?!?!NO NEWS FROM THEM AT ALL!!!

NOW I C PPL'S TRUE FACE!!!

Today saw the most good looking guy ever in my life that electrocuted me. It's not exaggerating~Look at the pic of Zac Effron, he looks at least 80% like him. OMG!!!My colleague was hinting to me to attend to customer need then I realised this guy was in 'my territory'...LOL..I wanted to calm down a little so that my heart beat is not so fast before I approach him. But he approached me before I was 'ready'. Haha. Think he's abt 1.85m tall. When he's talking I can c his long eye lashes lo. long eyelash + his coloured eyeball = ELECTRICITY!!!LALALA~~~But maybe he's buying for his dauughter?That'll be quite sad to me..haha...Can't help laughing with my colleague, he's jus too gd looking!

N today saw my eye candy at the bus stop. Think I nv recognise wrongly ba?He shd be the eye candy whom 'waited' for me in the lift last time ba.

Today morning walk towards the lift, then I saw this good looking tall guy waiting for the lift. I was quite far away from the lift so I thought I might as well slow down my steps n let him go down 1st. I walked very very slow then suddenly he 'poke' his head out of the lift n I was stunned . It's quite obvious that I don't mind waiting for the nxt lift wat, he 'poke' his head out make me feel so awkward =/...Think he's jus being kind to wait for me la...LOL...But I hope to c him again..haha..EYE CANDY >.<

Then today a colleague ask wat's my height. He said that I look like 1.8+ metre tall...LOL!!!1.8+ metre is too exaggerating la -_-

Recently feel very tired, often fell asleep during bus journey. So tired that I could even fall asleep STANDING on the bus. I rmb there's a time I saw someone falling asleep while standing on MRT. His head kept 'swinging' here n there then ppl were staring at him lo. I can't help but stare at him too. It's really funny seeing ppl sleeping while standing. But I can understand the tiredness actually...

Ever since working I'd been craving for food n desserts. Food in nice restaurants r really disappointing me. Those food were not even served HOT!!!I think they taste worse than hawker centre food =(...Weather is really hot n I need desserts: ice cream, yoghurt, snow ice, dark choc!!!No more taiwan milk tea, so sad =(

OMG!!!My 4th job opportunity jus came knocking!!!I'm so HAPPY N EXCITED =)!!!Rashes is getting better though not fully healed yet, since getting better liao soooooo I'll go to work frm tue onwards!!!~~~Weee~~~~因祸得福 =) !!!

Rashes is AFFECTING me!!!3 job opportunities had came knocking but boo!!!$$$ fly away ='(....My RESUME had been so BEAUTIFUL since after JC lo~Filled with jobs =)...Rashes FASTER HEAL!!!I wan to continue with my WONDERFUL resume de lo!!

Supposedly to report 1st day admin work today but I'd decided to call up n decline this job opportunity. Can feel that the person-in-charge was very pissed off by my call. My reason for not going - RASHES!!! I think she thought that I'm jus giving a STUPID excuse for not going work ba...

This rashes started when I came back frm tw n it's getting serious day by day. Seen 2docs!!!Haiz, thought that rashes would usually go off quite easily but it's not!!!when will it heal ='(?

Today is my last day of IA. I jus don't feel gd though I dun really like IA. When u're used to sth then suddenly things changes i jus feel very weird. Kind of feel sad.

1st 3 mth jc fren n her fren came tw for holiday this week. So happy to c them here =)...ytd went to shida nightmarket n I realised I'd become a regular customer in 1 of the shops lo...haha..But the thing is I'm not really a regular there, I've been in tw so long but I'd only bought 1 clothes frm them lo..haha...My friends bought there abt 3 times la, so I guess that's the reason I'm considered a regular ba..haha...then ytd 1st time go tw pub...the pub was quite terrible...no aircon, lots of mosquitoes, super itchy =/...n smoking was allowed in the pub...the songs played were not nice either, songs r a bit old...haha...there's only 1 gang of ladies n a caucasion there...2 of the ladies were lesbian...don't understand y there r gays n lesbians?I guess they're hurt by the opposite sex before or maybe they're born to be attracted to the same sex?N can c 1 girl who looks like those well behaved person who is good in studies. But she smoke!!! I know smoking doesn't means that the person is bad but y ppl wan to take up smoking???I can understand that smoking can help one to socialise in some way but it's a choice..y choose to pick up smoking?maybe there r ppl with personal problems n they smoke to relieve stress ba~I'm not them, so I shdn't anyhow misjudge them...n the suprising thing is the caucasion invited us to play snooker with him!!! We rejected cos' we don't really know how to play n make a fool out of ourselves...I think we're a bit too conservative, think he jus wan to make frens ba~He said that we can jus play for fun n tried to persuade us to jus play but we didn't give in..haha...In the end I think he got irritated by us n we're also kind of irritated by him la...haha..He's quite gd looking actually...haha.. Got guy approached we had this unknown happiness inside us lo..haha...

N it's likely to rain heavily this wkend AGAIN..sian~heaven is playing a joke on us lo =(

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OMG~5 yrs older alr~looking at past photos really made my smile...haha

Today is the 12th day of being super 宅女..I'm bored to death..Finally finish report today but my content is really quite bad...very worried...But if my content is really bad our NTU tutor shd have emailed me n give me some advice..I guess he jus can't be bothered..不管我的死活!!!..He'd better dun give me bad grades, if not it'll prove that he's really a very irresponsible tutor..I'm not expecting too much, IA is for students to score n I jus wan to get at least a B-..my IA 搞成这样 dunno is my problem, sch problem, company problem, everybody's problem or actually there's no problem...I jus dun feel gd..

U noe what? I really think that 2 introvert people cannot be tgt too long, there'll always be this quiet moment...I dun like it...Extrovert ppl seems to be more happy ppl n I wan to be like them...性格是很难改变的。。。郭静在娱乐百分百说她是个被动而且慢热

的人，小猪就回答这种人比较容易吃亏...My personality is like Guo Jing n what Xiao Zhu said is quite true...If u dun 'open' urself who can u expect to help u???u have to help urself!!!I really wan to help myself but well, things r always easier said than done..

N talking abt the 'matchmade' couple, they've been meeting up everyday since they started dating..Me n my friend used to go out tgt with them but ever since they started dating, we'd only met up once and it was to do visa...It seems like I'd lost 2 friends (i.e the couple) cos' we dun really meet up anymore...No more chit chatting and gossiping...Can't blame them cos' they have very little time left to stay in the same country..haha

This wkend no plans made yet...my roomie has her own program...my frens roomie got to do her report..So left with me n my fren..Wanna go to some further places but I think more ppl more fun leh...haha..dunno where will we go in the end~ =/

Weather is really hot now..the temp shd be abt the same as S'pore, abt 33 degrees..But there's this super 'stuffy' feeling at Taipei in which my m'sian roomie tot so too...super unbearable hot weather in Taipei =(

N n n I WANNA SING K!!!been listening to the english songs which very long nv update..but I still find those songs nice..haha...shall find some nice chi n english songs to update for mixpod =)

No more playing
No more fun
Time to get serious
Time to do report
There's not much time left
I jus can't put my heart into doing report
No one can help me except myself
Get thru these 2 weeks n I can enjoy all I wan!!! =)

I dun have inspirations for my report
Inspirations FASTER come to me!!!

It's really very incredible...My Taiwan friend n Singapore friend r tgt!!!so amazing right?It seems so dramatic~We were matchmaking them all these while n I really didn't expect it'll become SUCCESSFUL lo..haha...cos I feel that 异国恋 is very hard to maintain...Their relationship started ytd...Initially I was supposed to join them for dinner but I had to accompany my roomie for her haircut...N so coincidently ytd was the 1st time I chatted on msn with that taiwan friend abt whether our Singapore friend is interested with her lo...omg la...the 3 of us went out quite a few times lo...I'm such a HUGE LIGHT BUILB la!!!haha...So they're tgt ytd credits shd go to me right?haha=)But might be cos' I blur blur always go out with the 2 of them that's y so late then they start relationship la =/ ...paiseh...不知者无罪啦！！！I can aspire to become matchmaker liao lo...haha...I can matchmake others but can't matchmake myself...a bit sad sia..haha...只能默默等有缘人出现啦！！！I wish the 2 of them all the best =)

My life now is basically mon to fri after work eat at nearby hostel n go back hostel rot...QUITE BORED actually but since my frens dun wanna go out then let it be...Sat usually will go out whole day then sun go out at night...I wanna explore more places...I haven't go pub, club, concerts n I wanna sing K again also...I wanna take train to nearby taipei places such as hua lien, yi lan, Tsin Zhu etc...Maybe they jus need more time of their own n save $ ba~IA is still the same...doing some unimportant stuffs...Addicted to the show prison break...It's so interesting n esp it's quite related to civil engin too...haha...

Jia you n gd luck to Ping Pong n Fishiex exam!!!Ping pong can do it de la...My results alr very bad, dun think u can get worse than me ba~Fishiex is dun need to say cos fishiex is a GENIUS to me =)...muhahaha...Dunno how's oink doing for IA also...She's like MIA lo!!!Then yiyi dun need us le la, got him enough le...muhahahaah~Everyday sweet sweet =)..Any interesting shows, songs or websites do recommend me =)

N n I've grown FATTER le!!!OMG!!!I dun wan to be fatter than PING PONG!!!muhahaaha!!!

IA is only getting a little bit better..It didn't get better for what I'd expected it to be...Perhaps getting a little better is better than nth? But Final report is really coming soon and I totally have no idea how to start on it...I shd have a slightest idea on how I'm going to write my final report but I jus dun have....Quite troubled actually...Counting down to the end of IA, it's really coming soon n actually I dun have much wkends left...Hope that I could make out the most out of my weekends...I dun wan to waste my journey here =)

sun, 14/3, I got serious heat stroke, at the brink of fainting...I overestimated my ability to withstand the 33 degrees heat...Initially I was ok, jus felt hot...But suddenly I feel like I have no strength to continue walking n told my fren I will be taking a seat while they continue walking...Walking to the seat was hell for me, suddenly my vision became black n white..FREAK OUT!!!Lucky I manage to walk to the seat..When I sat down my vision almost black out...Felt like my head is going to explode...Rest for quite a while then felt better...SCARY EXPERIENCE...

IA is really getting better...WOOHOOO~~~

Finally I c the light for my IA today..Hope that this light would last..IA 让我有苦难言~~~

Yeah..Yiyi..I did it!!posted the music player to sidebar =)...I'd updated songs too..53 songs in total lo!!! Went to listen to yiyi's new song...some songs 1st time listen I no feel for the songs leh...haha..recommend me ba...cos I think u noe my taste ^^..haha..Really love the 2 songs that u'd recommended that time- Fight for this love and I got you =)

Haiz..really BIG HEADACHE over IA logbook report...How on earth do those seniors who did overseas IA survive? I think none of the seniors are experiencing the situation I'm now in..Y am I in this current situation?I really have no idea what on earth am I doing for IA now...Friends r telling me ' Don't worry, it'll get better'...I'm telling myself that too BUT I'm now HALFWAY through the whole attachment period already.

Wish myself GOOD LUCK when the final reports come lo~ =/

I'm not badly affected by the earthquake...The earthquake caused no damage to taipei...Only felt giddy on that day..Sang k on Thu night..damn shiok...I sang the most cos I noe most songs...MUHAHAHA...it's k with buffet..The buffet was not really nice...So I didn't eat a lot...

My mum n a relative came tw last sat n today they're leaving..They joined Chan bro tour grp n reached taipei on thu..went over n slept at their hotel last night..today they're leaving hotel at 12pm...This morning we took taxi to taipei main station underground shopping centre...There's 2 aunties joining us too..In the cab, one of the aunties kept asking whether the shops would be open...I'd said many times that most shops will not be opened so early but she kept repeating the same thing-_-... During shopping...Oh man~Their bargain style was a typical Singaporean... -_-'''...After that we went separate ways...now I can feel the 舍不得...The feeling is WORST than when I jus left S'pore...I dun really have the sad feeling until today...If mum didn't come I wouldn't feel sad =/

Alright..I can predict that I would feel very sad when leaving tw too...Can't bear with the frens I'd made in tw。。分隔两地，我觉得感情一定会疏远...U can be very close to someone in an instant but one day we'll become almost like strangers...That's a sad part in life...

No plan for these 2 days..I'm really bored =(...Shall do my logbook report!!!

Damn sian now...took leave today cos need to do visa...My girl fren is going to find her family today...left with me n our guy fren...sianz...nth to do...2 person go c scenary damn sian....go shopping is worst...haiz...can't do anything...Take leave n do nth....ARGH!!!!I wan to shout : 'I WAN GO OUT!!!'~~~

today is a terrible day...whole day earthquake...give me headache...I suddenly have a crazy idea...what will happen if everyone in the building stand at the same corner and keep jumping during earthquake???

Fri went to c lantern display n fireworks!!!Waited super long for the lighting up of the biggest lantern...Think waited for 1hr++ lo...The hosts kept introducing all the 义员 like nv ending -_-...Had dinner at a HK cafe which I suggested to go =)...The strawberry dessert is DAMN NICE!!!It's a creamy soft milky jelly top up with really fresh strawberries!!!OMG!!!I wan that in S'pore too~~~

Sat went for art appreciation..haha...I can't really appreciate art la...But go there for EXPOSURE ba...

Night time went to 公馆(which is near NTU) for dinner...Ate those Dim Sum food...The servings r really small lo...Food is not bad as compared to S'pore la but it's not that nice till I will wan to go there eat again...I'm not full after eating that so I ate 瘦肉包...

It's nice!!!I will eat that again when there's chance =)...I ordered no fats n I think half fat half 'thin' would probably be more yummy..My friends didn't eat...But the dim sum dinner is really LITTLE lo -_-...All wanna lose wt???haha...

Sun went yang ming shan...I went there the 2nd time!!Haha..Think all the flowers have fully grown...SO PRETTY!!!

I'll probably visit there again...This time round we went even higher up where I can picked 海芋...

Only me n 1 of our tw frens plucked flowers...Those nv pluck I think they dun wanna waste $$$ ba...one flower costs abt S$0.50...Indeed a little waste of $ cos flowers dun last la...But well...EXPERIENCE MA!!!That's y I'm super ENTHU in coming tw!!!My frens told me that I those that I picked were really PRETTY =)..

heehee..But they said that our tw fren picked de looks like going to wither lo...Then they said y I nv help him choose pretty ones...OMG lo...I feel bad..I dunno ma...cos he pointed to me those flowers that I shd pick de all very pretty also leh..But dunno y when he picked himself become like that...LOL!!!After that went down the mountain n reached shilin n met up with our another tw fren...She suggested to play some arcade n funfair games... It's quite waste of $$$ but well, I nv played those games before...So EXPERIENCE ma!!!haha

Sun after I plucked flowers I went to sample food...So u all shd noe nxt day what happen la!!!....There came Mon, I got into a VERY VERY BIG TROUBLE...Went to toilet to do buisness for nearly 10 times n ----------------> The toilet bowl got CHOKED...My colleague saw it choking n I was laughing like hell inside la....cos CONFIRM is me...I dun dare to tell anyone abt this...so embarrassing to let ppl noe...SHHHHH~keep this little secret kkz???haha....I didn't meant for it to happen!!!I can't control right???LOL...Maybe nxt time when similar things happen I should try to use different cubicles each time...But will I get into bigger trouble?ALL THE CUBICLES GET CHOKED???LOL....I dun think I'm so POWERFUL ba???haha

Today workplace power failure for abt 30min...Sianz...Shd fail during worktime ma -_-...It fails during lunch break~ =(..Heaven finish report...haiz..Hopefully what I've written so far is on the correct path...

Read the calender the dearies gave me...

To fish: 1st month really a lot of things to settle..Spent abt 3 days to buy all the daily necessities, make phone card, make student card n bought a lot of long sleeves clothes to keep me warm...But till now heaven go chill out...Aw~~~Cos my fren dun really drink n the other fren not ENTHU abt drinking ba...Haha...but I'll try to jio them whether wan to chill out~Of cos' I won't drink too much then...I dun wan to get into trouble...Jus wan to experience their nightlife...

To yiyi: I believed I've grown prettier right?haha..but sexy?I dun think so ba!!!

To oink: I dun think I've grown fat right?haha...My tw fren asked me whether I've lost wt ever since I came tw cos she went to c my fb photos...Indeed I think my face look a bit slimmer...u all think leh?haha...But I think is ever since after last sem exam my face looked slimmer ba...not cos' I come tw...

On 16 Jan 2010, I saw a guy taking off his pants and settle his 'thing'...WHAT THE...I can rmb the date because our tw friend brought us around that day...When I saw it I was super shock n thought that I saw wrongly...Our taiwanese friend then told us to walk faster,this made me realised he saw the same thing as me!!!I thought it might be a common scenario in tw so I asked him abt it n he said it's his 1st time too....MUHAHAHA...We're so 'LUCKY' to c that man~

I saw this girl in hostel walking around in her panties~She's a bit big size n I can c 'orange' skin...Yiyi shd noe the 'orange' skin yea?LOL...I'm not some pervert to notice the details but she kept walking to n fro -_-'''...When I told my hostel frens abt it they didn't really believe me n said that maybe that girl was jus wearing a super short pants...Few wks later 1 of my hostel fren saw it too n believed me...Haha...So far I've seen that girl in her panties 3 times already...But no more this scenario recently...When the weather was cold, she wore panties walking around...Now the weather is hot, she don't do the same thing anymore...Maybe someone complained on her?haha...

During cny we took 台铁 n there's a weird guy keep turning back to look at me...CRAZY FELLOW!!!It made me think of that time where we were on the bus on the way to tf b'day party...It's almost exactly the same scenario...

Today, I saw shit on the floor..Is that person really that urgent that she have to shit on the floor? It's really disgusting...

Think today is the 3rd time I'm feeling earthquake...So nth special...I'll get used to earthquakes!!!

I've learnt typically nth so far...Regretted not pestering them EVERYDAY to give me work...I'd only asked them for work abt once a wk, I'm really tired of asking...

Now, I have nth to write in my logbk where I have less than 2 wks to write!!!I'M DEAD!!!HEADACHE LO~

My work is at 12th storey..This is the 2nd time I'm feeling the EARTHQUAKE...I can feel the building SWAYING!!!

Read frm the newspaper:

Cancerians:
Guards against ppl
appears strong but in fact is vulnerable
Need others to treat them well first to gain their trust
Loves family

That's all I can rmb...How true is it?I can say it's abt 80% true for me!!

有时候我对身旁的人乎冷乎热，我想都是因为防备心太重吧!
I can get pissed off by small things...
I need ppl to make their 1st move...

I start to feel very sianz...Got pang seh by my fren many times for lunch or dinner...I dun like to stay in hostel but think it's opposite case for her...I jus feel that staying in hostel is quite boring n waste of time, shd go out n explore diff places since I'm here...But well, diff ppl diff character...

CNY went TaiZhong n TaiNan...Conclusion: Don't take midnight train...Everyone was tired n we can't really enjoy with us being so tired...MAIN thing that I enjoyed during cny: We bought fireworks, WE RELEASE FIREWORKS =)

New hairstyle...Nice?haha

Who who who is who lo..haha...If I say who who who is who then later the who who sister noe her blog again then how?change new blog again ma?haha...But I don't understand y the who who who don't wan to create a pw for her blog...Like that her sis won't be able to enter what..Zzzzz...

Recently dreamt that I'm late for work n today it really happens EXACTLY the same as my dream!!
Was super super super late for work today..same as pingpong...But mine is MORE SERIOUS...1.5hr late for ATTACHMENT!!!I'm dead!!!I was late but no one seems to care...But I think when my supervisor sees my timesheet I'm dead!!!I think he really have bad impression of me, falling asleep during working hours, n now late for so many hrs!!! I'm really DEAD!!!HAIZ~~~attachment is really a TORTURE for me =(..There was a day where I had work to do I thought that my torture has ended..BUT it's only on that particular day which I nv expect it to be the case...

CNY is coming...So HAPPY!!! I will be having reunion dinner with my 2 friends n other unknown ppl frm NTU hostels..Hopefully can meet new friends =)...

So who who who deleted her blog n created a new one..I thought that she don't want to blog anymore...haha..

Had fun catching up with oink on skpe n hopefully could catch up with the rest too=) [ u all shd noe I'm refering to who ;) ]....So sweet of her to suggest webcaming..Didn't noe that webcaming is quite fun actually...haha..

Read someone's comment on fb n I think his comment made me think further. Seems to have meaning behind his comment.. I'll jus treat it as I'm thinking too much..

After skype I went to discuss abt cny plan n wanted to do more on it cos' our current plan is really quite bad...Had been planning since wk 2 when we came TW n I believe all of us r quite sick n tired to plan->need to check train tix, accomodation n call up...Well, if we really wan to enjoy more during cny, I guess it'll be worthwhile to put in extra effort...

There's work today(6 Feb Sat)~Aw...I guess I'm going to fall asleep while reading notes again =/..LOOKING TOWARDS TO SUNDAY!!!!!!!which is TML!!!!!!!

IA revert back to old situation again..WA~~~~~~~~~So sad that have to work this Sat =( n the problem is I have to go back work on Sat n it's highly possible that I have nth to do =/...2 more days to rest for 1 day =(...

CNY is nxt wk!!!So fast!! Initially planned to go a lot of places around Taiwan but in the end we'll only be going to 2 places(TaiZhong n TaiNan)...Actually we manage to find rooms in 4 places(TaiZhong, TaiNan, KenDing,GaoXiong) but perhaps it's our indecisiveness that made us ended up in 2 places only =(..The train ticket can only be booked on 27th Jan onwards, so we're afraid that if we put our deposit too early then end up no train ticket then we're dead~~~Haiz...Really wish to go to more places..Maybe there's still chance for us to go other places which r nearer to Taipei,eg. HuaLien...Hopefully can go to more places =)

4th wk of IA..FINALLY did sth meaningful!!!4th wk!!!I think it's quite ridiculous...How's everyone doing?Had fun studying?Dating?Working?Slacking?haha...

Don't understand y ladies like to skip meal..I dun believe they won't be hungry at all...Skipping meals may help one to slim down but I dun believe skipping meal will make one look better...I think it's doing harm to themselves...I really can't stand ppl skipping meals...But well, it's up to them...It seems common for ladies to skip meal but well, I WON'T DO THAT!!! I INSIST ON PROPER 3 MEALS N I HOPE MY FRIENDS will have their proper meals too...

Adapted frm Taiwan newspaper.

I chose A. Might be true for me?I'm not really sure. But I'm quite sure that backstabbing is common in workplace. Example when the boss ask u whether other colleagues are doing their job properly. U might tell the truth of how others 'slack' during work. Is telling the truth right or wrong? Is it considered backstabbing? Well well well~~~

As requested by yiyi, =)...When can I get to c urs???

I LOVE the white one more!!! While waiting for my friends, I look around n realise that very very few ppl wear white boots. So far I'd only seen less than 5 ppl wearing white boots. Have shopped around n realised that white boots r rather rare.
BOOTS MAKE ME LOOK GOOD! =)

I'm really SICK of attachment...1st wk passed, 2nd wk passed n now is the 3rd wk...I shall try to think of the positive side n hope for the better...new yr plan to go other parts of taiwan but there's jus so many problems. Cheap accomodation r either fully booked or u have to squeeze in the same room with 10+ unknown strangers. If not accomodations r too expensive.. Train tickets have to book online n we jus keep getting errors jus to book the tickets..There'll be company dinner today, 28 Jan 2010 n the 1st prize is NT60000 voucher!!! I wan that!!!Hopefully the dinner would be fun n I can get to noe more ppl =)The weather is turning bad..1 day hot, 1 day cold n it jus keep alternating b/w hot n cold...

Above is adapted frm Taiwan newspapers. Which 1 would u all choose n u all think I will choose?Heehee~

The weather is turning cold again but lucky it's not as cold as the weather in the 1st wk. For 2 wks of IA I did nth except reading notes on railway design n reinforced concrete. Tried reading the chi notes n I only understood less than 20% of it =(...IA is really boring so far =( n I hope it's going to be more 'exciting' nxt wk~CNY is coming n we heaven plan finish how we're going to tour around Taiwan =/...Have to consider so many things esp money issues~I'm going broke soon =(

Glad that my white boots didn't give me leg pain so far =)...Pls dun let me c the same boots at a lower price!!!I hate to c that!!!

To Ping Pong: The cheap n nice clothes dun have ur size~LOL!!!Jus kidding~Think can fit in but at the risk of bursting the clothes =P..Haha

Taiwan not much TELL ppl???MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA*million times lo...haha...Bought a lot of titits so that I could eat in hostel but I have eat none yet!!!jus dun have the habits of eating titbits n I dun wish to dirty my room =/...Taiwan clothes r REALLY REALLY NICE AND CHEAP..No wonder their dressing sense are not bad...The 1st pair of boots that I'd bought finally expanded after I'd wore it for numerous days!!...woohoo...Had bought 2nd pair of boots today n hope that it would expand soon...The process for it to expand is painful =/...I shall control my shopping craving!!!The weather is getting better, not so cold..hope that it stays this way...

In love with 海派甜心!!!

Hopefully I could find boots of my size SOOOOON~~~

n Only fishie is updating on blog...where r the rest????lolz...missing in action!!!

n n got asked by 2 diff strangers for direction today. That means I've successfully turned myself into a taiwanese???heehee

Saw fishie comment..so I shall post today...1st 2 days had difficulty finding internet connection but it's not a problem now :)...TAIPEI is damn COLD~~~a normal jacket is definitely NOT SUFFICIENT..It might go down to abt 8degrees these few days!!!Argh~~I wore a long sleeve t-shirt+cardigan+normal jacket+winter jacket to sleep n I'M STILL FREEZING COLD!!!Taipei food are not really cheap, but their clothes are definitely nicer n cheaper than S'pore...1st day of IA today and only read one copy of the company proposal for the whole of 8 hrs!!!No COMPUTER!!!Shd have reached there by noon, really DEPRIVED of sleep today morning~I bought boots but it's a bit too small...Have looked all over the place but all biggest size boots were a bit too small for me...Where did all the tall tw girls buy boots?I JUS CAN'T find my size!!!It's always so difficult for me to buy shoes :(

Wear black = shop sales assistant ??? Got mistaken by 2 diff strangers =/...But I've mistaken others as shop assistant before too..What can I say???

My room is in a total mess. My wardrobe is in a total mess. Got to tidy but I'm jus so lazy.

Sometimes I take a very very long time to decide sth but ended up still regretting my decision.

The news today reported in tw:
1) There's a new creation of sushi cum pizza. Looks damn delicious!!!
2) Stroke(which usually occur on old ppl) can happen in ppl's EYE when the weather is too cold.

Things that pissed me off:
1) Diff. bus service num but to the same destination always arrive at the same time. Super long waiting time. There's once I was waited so long to transfer to another bus n in the end it turn out to be A NEW BUS RIDE INSTEAD OF TRANSFER!
2) When I'm rushing for time, ppl always dun lean at the left side of mrt escalator.
3) My crazy LG secret hp. It jus dun ring n it appears as missed call 1 hr ++ after ppl called me -_-'''

Sch results shall be out tonight 12am. I'm really scared. Hope everyone would get their ideal results.

Done in Phuket which I regretted spending $ on it~It's far too ex!!!

DIY..I'm so pro!!! =P

Website on beutiful nails
http://www.oopsjdiary.blogspot.com/

Regarding the bag tag it's made at taka. 1 for $6.90 & 2 for $10. Can either choose bag tag or ez link sticker. I think bag tag is more worth the $ =)

BAG TAG...Anyone interested to do it too? ^^

Dear frens, u all can view my Phuket trip photos thru' fb album @phuket_phuket n the album phuket trip frm my fren's account--> Candice Lim. Well, only she brought a camera n I'm the photographer, so there's very few photos of me =P.

Before going phuket, I thought that it's jus a very small island where I can only visit the beach n snorkel.. I didn't expect that there would be places to shop.. It's much bigger than what I'd expected. It's the size of Singapore or perhaps bigger.

Thailand's timing is 1 hr slower than Singapore n somehow I always got the feeling of having extra 1 hour there =) ...There were very few traffic lights n some of the road humps were made of '2 think ropes'. At abt 6.30pm over there, the place become very dark just like Singapore's 8pm...That's how fast the night came...There's pharmacy, travel agency, convenience store n taxi everywhere. The convenience store over there such as 7-11 sells things cheap, abt the same price as what we buy in Singapore's fairprice market n some are even chaeaper. I can understand y they have so many pharmacy, it's for ppl like me. I got countless injuries n bruises. Just hope that it will heal faster especially on my left leg...Almost all injured on the same leg, so my leg now looks really gross...

I told them that I wanted to bungee jump n I think they thought I'm jus joking. I'm serious...I WANT TO BUNGEE JUMP. Anyway no one wanted to bungee jump so I shall try that next time if I could find someone to "jump" with me. 1st day, we took a taxi to a travel agency n signed up for a tour around 3 islands. Then the guys went off to the beach n I think they're going there to c babes, so we shall not disturbed them =P n we went separate ways. My friend n I went for foot massage. It's my 1st time. I think it's more of pain n 'itch-making me feel like giggling though I didn't.' 60% I felt pain n itch while 40% of time I felt comfortable. We bought food frm the night market n brought back to our resort to eat. Ended up buying too many food n we can't finish n threw it away. My fault, was tempted to buy every food that I've not tried before. Had nth to do n we slept early at abt 10pm. I slept really well that night.

2nd day, I'm the last to wake up. They woke up early, not I woke up late =P. Went for the island tour. It makes me thought of the times when I went diving. Actually i missed those days. We snorkel at the 3 islands. I can c the same 'stripe' fish everwhere. Disappointed, expeected to c more diff. fishes. DIVING IS STILL THE BEST!. 1st time witnessed sunset while on the boat. It's cool...At night, we went to meet my friend's thai friend. We had seafood n ordered food of the maximum spicyness. Sad enough to say, the food was not spicy. It's only abt 20% spicy to me. So I still find Thai express food more delicious~Went to take a walk along pub areas n saw a really pretty girl dancing there. She's fair, slim, had big eyes n sharp nose. After that went clubbing, which I dun't really like. However, I think the songs were nice. Can hear those clubbers singing along with the music, I think it's nice. In the end Someone ended up drunk n we went back.

What's the defination of drunk???Can't walk straight?Feel giddy?vomit?Start talikng nonsense?dunno what he himself/herself is doing?

Ppl say drinking helps one to temporary forget all troubles n worries, makes u happy, make one fall asleep. I dun think that's true.

3rd day, had car accident. As in I got myself into go kart accident. At 1st was driving slowly n carefully n I found it a bit too slow...So I picked up speed n realise that I could turn at full speed. I went ahead with the full speed thinking that I could cope n ended up in an accident at the next turn. NO WONDER I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST! After that went for shooting. 1st time shooting n I think I did quite well for 1st timer. What will u do if ur master eye is right but u can't close ur left eye. Solution: PUT TISSUE...I can't close my left eye!!! Seems like no one has the same problem as me. After that went to cable-ski which is what I suggested n wanted to try. But I had injuries everywhere so I gave up that thought. I went to do manicure. 1st time doing that. The person said it will take 40min but it ended up 1.5hrs jus to get this stupid thing done. Waste of time n money. N worst still , I accidentally destroyed 3 nails in within 30min. =_-'''. Was supposed to meet the others at 6pm but we were late for 10-15min. THEY WENT OFF W/O TELLING US!That makes me really frustrated n I dunno y they did that. Is there any acceptable reasons or misunderstandings? Am I being petty to be angry over that?

I'm thinking that 2 indecisive ppl cannot be tgt. 2 introvert ppl cannot be tgt. 2 quiet ppl cannot be tgt. 'Night owl' n 'morning person' cannot be tgt. Me n my fren seems to be such ppl n I'm the 'night owl'. Actually rather than saying indecisive, we're the kind of 'anything' ppl, or perhaps it's jus me n it's my problem??I really have no idea. We were really quiet at times n I felt that the atmosphere was so stale n wierd. But we can have endless things to chat at times too.No matter what, I'll still treat her as my gd fren n I'm definitely willing to travel with her again if there's more chances =)

EVERYONE HAS DIFFERENT PERSONALITY N I GUESS WE JUS NEED MORE TIME N UNDERSTANDING B/W US =)

OVERALL I REALLY ENJOYED THE TRIP ^^

To Fong: Hope that ur grandma will get well soon. n I really had a hard time reading ur blog, words r small n "squeezy" but I still take the risk of straining my eyes to read them. I'm so nice ^^

To yiyi: Hope that u've chosen the right path n found ur goal. Though I've not found mine >.<

To fishiex: Hope that u could maintain ur gd results

To oink: Pls update ur blog...muhahahaha

FAILED my driving test last mon~now I can truly understand how sad the feeling is....I'm really super duper duper duper * 10000 times sad...Spent so much effort, time n $...N I have to wait for 6 more months n START ALL OVER again...When I was on my way to sch for examination, I looked outside the window n started looking at the cars n the pain was pricking in my heart...There's many ppl who failed during their 1st attempt, so I shall not be demoralise. .There's no pt feeling sad n demoralise anymore cos only I myself will understand my own feelings well. It's no pt making myself suffer by having negative thoughts. Regardless on whether u're happy or sad, the earth still spin, the day still go on. So y not make the right choice?

A common phrase: Let ur feelings out n u'll feel better.

Some things when u suppress in ur heart too long is not gd for urself.

I AGREE~

Things jus dun go the way I planned. Wanted to buy laptop n study in sch ytd but none was fulfiled. I dun blame u, yiyi, cos I'm not in the mood to study too though I know I'm running out of time to study. Today I expected myself to buy a laptop n have the full medical checkup. Went for medical checkup n I'd done H1N1 vaccination n 1 blood test, which means that the needle have to POKE into my poor skin so many TIMES!!!It's been so long since I had injections. In the end, I could only order my white Fujitsu laptop n the checkup were not completed. I still have to go back sch to collect my laptop, have x-ray n flu vaccination. N guess what, after I get home then I read thru' a brochure on H1N1, I realised that the side effect is FEVER~~~ =/...I DUN WAN TO FALL SICK~~~

I wan everything to be done QUICKLY but it jus don't happen this way.

Alright!Really got to study. Everyone MUST study hard, cos I will study hard n I want to get better grades than all of u!!! muhahaha.... Don't let me win u all wor~ =P

Just had my choir evaluation. Really regreted s/u ing it. I think I can get B+ n if the evaluators r lenient, I could even get A-!!! But what's done can't be undone. Can only blame on my lack of confidence that made me s/u it.

Incidents that I encountered:

1) A grandma went in the lift tgt with her grandson n maid. They're going to lvl 11 but at lvl 6, the door opened. The grandson suddenly ran out n the door was closing. It was only jus this little bit that the door was going to "clamp" this little boy. So scary. I must say that the lift sensor is very bad, lucky no injuries.

Lessons learnt: Mischievious kids are really hard to handle.

2) Another grandma went in the lift with her grand daughter. While in the lift, the small girl kept STARING at me through the lift reflection. I felt so wierd~

3) I was walking at the upper storey of a double decker bus n the bus jerked. I hit my heard real hard n I believe the ppl behind me saw it. I think this scenario seems funny.
Lessons learnt: Wear a helmet so that I won't hit my head again. LOL...Maybe can cut tf last time hairstyle (helmet head hairstyle)

EXAMS starts nxt wk!!!
JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!

Perhaps if I were to put myself into my choir grp members' situation, I would do the same thing???Cos I know it's quite irritating to have "spoiler" in a grp. They could read notes but we can't, so I think it's unavoidable that we need more time to learn.Well, they'd been quite patient with me n my fren teaching us parts that we can't sing. I only felt upset on that particular day when whey wanted to 'kick' one of us out. So I'm alright now =)~~~

Today I got back my "blackout" quiz result. On that quiz day, there was blackout for more than 20min but the quiz still carry on. I really don't understand y the lecturer doesn't want to change quiz day. It was quite chaotic. We had to use hp to shine on the quiz paper to do...-_-'''...After abt 10min of blackout, the lecturer allowed us to go outside LT to do the quiz. Surely ppl would make use of this 'chaotic' situation to cheat. I feel that it's unfair to ppl who don't cheat, like me!!!haha...

I scored 95 n I can't find any mistakes that I'd made. I approach my tutor expecting him to tell me whether I'd make any mistakes n he said "I dunno also. Anyway it's only 5 marks, it doesn't make a lot of difference." SO IRRESPONSIBLE of him!!!I know it's only 5 marks, but I need to know whether I had really miss out any steps w/o me realising it!!!argh~Y does this kind of tutor exist!!!

I'm really very disappointed with my grp mates wanting to separate me n my fren to other grp.

I can understand that they meant well for us to find a stronger partner so that we could get better grade. On the other hand, I'm thinking whether they have other motive. Perhaps they think that we would affect their perforamance n drag their grades down n so they wanted us to separate???But the grading is based on individual~If we're really bad the evaluators will surely noe whose the one implicating the whole grp n marked us down base on individual performance.

There's also this guy in my grp wanting to join another grp. There's nth wrong with that~BUT!!!He brought another guy to our grp whom another grp detest. N he said we could do whatever we want to him, for instance kicking him out to another grp.

It's so selfish, I think they shd put themselves into other ppl's situation.
If other ppl did the same thing to them, how would they feel?

In the end, there's no changes to the grp.

All the grps were already formed, y r they making things so complicated???

IS THIS THE UGLY SIDE OF HUMAN NATURE?
It seems so to me though I dun really want to accept it...

Didn't know so much things happened to my another close friend relationship.
What I feel is that there's no ever lasting love, I don't believe that a couple will love each other faithfully forever as feelings will start to diminish slowly to family ties, it's not the same love anymore.But I will still believe in true love. Doesn't it sounds ironic? ^_-

Today I left home n there was this bus uncle greeting good afternoon to every passengers.
When I went back home, it's the same bus uncle again, greeting good evening to every passengers.
I can c that no one really cares abt him greeting including me.

I think if everyone greets each other, for eg. promoter n customer, waiter n patrons, bus drivers n passengers etc, Singapore would become a better place.

It's all abt service n attitude.

When I'm a promoter, I really dislike ppl who treat me as 'invisible' when I approach them.
When I'm a customer n I need service, there's no one to serve me.
When I don't need service, there's always someone trying to promote things to me that I do not want.

It's irritating at times.

Answering oink's qn :
Why do I blog?
I dun really use it as a diary because I still prefer to keep some things to myself.
I use it to share MOST of my feelings, not ALL.
N well, of cos I have nth to do, if not I won't have time to blog.

Ever since 3 wks before recess wk, there's been quizzes every wk. YES, it's EVERY WEEK!!!This is the most stressful semester so far.
Quizzes BEFORE recess wk was terrible for me but I'm quite satisfied with my quizzes AFTER recess. Though I've not gotten back my results for most quizzes, I can roughly gauge how well/bad I've done. I hope that my satisfaction feeling will keep on going all the way till exam ends. But I'm lagging way way FAR BEHIND for tutorial n it's really hard to catch up. It's hard but it's not impossible, so I shall try my best.

Exams are coming real fast~Let's all jia you =)

"You won't understand me", that's one of the fav quote in drama.

I think that's true.

No one knows u best except urself.

We can never truly understand what others are thinking
but we can TRY to understand others

To my dearest yiyi : I can't really feel how u're feeling over what had happened.
I only know it's a terrible feeling.
Stay STRONG =)

It's break but I shouldnt't relax...Had 5 quizzes before recess BUT There's 3 quizzes coming very soon after the break n perhaps abt 5 quizzes before final examination!!!AW~~~QUIZ QUIZ QUIZ!!! There's a tutor who said that we'll probably ONLY USE 5% of what we're learing now on working in our field scope. 5%?I thought it'll be like 30%~So we're really studying for the sake of studying jus to get the piece of paper~But that's how our education system work...We can jus accept it...I'll jus work hard to get the paper!!!

I read from the chinese newspapers on lies n here's what I roughly rmb it says:
-Males r twice as likely to lie compare to female
(Does that mean males r less trustable?but maybe that's just white lies, so it's alright)

-Some common lies:
-> It's not me!
-> I'm reaching soon
-> You look great in that dress
-> I didn't drink a lot
-> I'm 27

I think I've said these lies before except for faking my age. But maybe I'll lie abt age when I'm older. I think it's human nature to lie. I understand that it's better to be truthful but it's difficult to not lie at all. I don't believe there's ppl who don't lie.
My favourite lie is I'm reaching soon. I tell this lie because I can sense that the ppl on time waiting for me is getting angry n I think that if I were to tell the truth that I'll be VERY late I'm going to be "dead". I will also estimate the travel time by assuming that there's no red traffic light, the bus is speeding and there's very few ppl alighting. I know all these are just excuses, LATE MEANS LATE! I'll try to change this bad habit of mine.

Argh!!!Driving test in b/w exam dates...3 exam papers 1st then driving test, after driving test I still have 3 papers... My instructor is going to switch to teaching auto car in Dec, which means I can't postpone my driving date to after exam!!!NVM, I must TRUST myself that I can handle both my exams & driving.WHEN THERE'S A WILL, THERE'S A WAY =)

3 Quizzes r coming up nxt wk!!!I think i flunk my 2 quizzes this wk..Hope that there's many ppl similar to me so that there's moderation for marks~I know I'm evil to think this way~~~I jus can't help it...haha...Does anyone feel the same way too when they don't do well for test? o.O

Yeah~Yiyi!I did it!!!I know how to post video!!!lolz...-_-'''

Had 2nd choir lesson today n got to know 2 more new friends. 1st time went for choir audition i got to know 1 new friend. Sometimes I feel amazed by how ppl get to know each other and become friends =) . But sometimes friends would eventually become like strangers too =( .

Today I went into a tutorial class that I was not supposed to go in!!!Here's what happen=> I had a tutorial lesson at 12.30pm I went in to the classroom on the dot at 12.30pm thinking that my lesson had started...I jus went in without thinking any further n I even thought that I was late for class cos there's only abt 2 seats available -_-'''...I looked around n realise sth is wrong~I dun remember these ppl being in the same class as me n I dun remember I had this tutor!LOL...It's because the lesson before mine has not ended~Argh!!!I think the ppl who saw me must be thinking I'm silly, to be exact, is stupid..Next time I must not be so rash AGAIN

Here are the interesting facts I heard from 933 radio station

1. Peeling a banana is easier by peeling it from the bottom instead of the top. This method was invented by monkeys cos' they eat bananas this way!!!
-I'd tried the above method before n indeed it's a bit easier...But I'm still used to peeling it from the top=P

2. Cheese can be use as mortgage in Italy.

3. On average, a woman will cry 16 months of time in her wholelife

I'm now alone in NTU library waiting for my CHOIR lesson...Wonder what will be sung today...Hd quite a few tutorials so far n I can't catch up with my work, cos I didn't do my work...So I'm now quite lost in outer space in my school work....I'll try to work harder probably near CA tests n do last minute study???That's what I usually do...I know that's a bad habit but I just can't kick away my bad habit...Went to watch orhan ytd n I feel that it's a really nice movie...I will give 4 stars out of 5 for it...I think I'm more suited to watch horror movies compared to hilarious movie...I'm afraid of horror movies but I like to watch...Hilarious movies aren't suitable for me cos I seldom laugh when there's a funny part...Only shows that are super duper funny can make me laugh A BIT..

On 16/8/2009(Sun), I had my 1st experience of BIRD SHIT dropping on me...and the thing IS i'm in a SHELTERED place!!!-_-'''...This 'lucky' experience happened while I was walking at Jurong East Interchange and there were no birds flying around the place at that time...I think there's one bird resting on top n ta da~it shitted on me...It fell on my sleeve..Is this lucky or what? I've walked under a crowd of bird flying around and there's full of bird shits on the ground yet nth happen...I think it's a joke~

Bought a chocolate macaroon for $1.80 at Jurong Pt ytd. It's appearance looks good but I dun think it tastes nice. I've always thought that it would taste great when i saw it in takashimaya...Perhaps there's other places that have great macaroon such as taka???Or perhaps macaroon jus dun suit my taste...

Somehow my dreams keep repeating...I dreamt that there was an unknown force pushing me off my bed AGAIN ytd..I have dreamt of that countless times, perhaps more than 20 times so far...I think it's scary..The dream seems so real n I'm always trying hard to wake up from the dream cos' it feels so uncomfortable. I guess no one can help me except myself. It may be due to stress or some dirty things??? =/ ...If that dream happens during exam periods it can be likely due to stress..But it even happens during my sch holiday working period. I dun understand how can it be due to stress then. I think I'll try to pray cos' I've not been praying for a few months n perhaps visit the temple...There was even a time which happens few months ago where someone was WHISPERING softly in chinese very close to my ear telling me to wake up...I try struggling a while then woke up...Only my parents were at home at that time n I asked both of them whether they attempted to wake me up n they answered NO~~~

I'm telling myself that I'd been thinking too much to console myself.

Another dream i had ytd was that i vomitted out the beef that I'd eaten in my dream. I had that similar dream before too...Y is it beef?Not chicken, fish or whatever? Perhaps the cows are hinting me not to eat their meat~(I guess readers must be giggling now cos' it seems quite ridiculous -_-''')